WHAT IS FALLING LOVE

What is love? Is it a form of expression that people use? Is it just a feeling? Or is it something more? Loving somebody, is it supposed to hurt? I know I’ve heard the saying “love hurts” that sometimes you must sacrifice in order to be with the one you love. How much would that person you love sacrifice just to choose you?

What if it doesn’t matter to them? What if its to the point of embarrassment? Or what if they just choose not to listen? What if they just think of you as only a friend and nothing more?

Just being able to tell them, try to hold them, try to make them understand. it’s the hardest thing a person can do. A person can sense the vulnerability on both sides. And what if they leave? What if they try to get away? And then you feel stupid and you’d rather be somewhere else or you would’ve wanted the situation to never occur.

But you can’t turn back the clock. You have to keep going, no matter how much you don’t want to.

You find them when you least expect it, and tears run down your face. They are embarrassed just to be near you. Yet you still continue, you want them to tell you everything you want to hear, but will they ever?

A passing dream flows through your mind, desperately you want it. You try and try, will it ever happen? You ask yourself. You envision the two of you together. Hoping, praying.

And you find yourself back in class, silently watching them. Like a girl. You’ve finally come together, however is it everything that you wished for? Is it only for pity that they had taken you in. Silently you wonder of this. You wonder if they really love you. If this is even right.

Wanting something that you didn’t have and now that you do have it. You feel like your floating up high. Wanting to express what you’ve felt for a long time. You try to tell them, even if it’s a bit embarrassing. You want the world to know, even if he doesn’t.

Finally they come to accept it, they won’t be able to hold themselves back anymore. Smiling you hold each other, listening to the beatings of each other’s hearts.

They won’t fight it anymore, they love you back, and they know it. They never want to leave your side, this I know. Playing side by side, talking, laughing, and everything; side by side. Never wishing to leave the other, this is what you wish.

You play one song together. It’s your song. The proclamation of both of your loves. You want this feeling to last forever, having it fade shall never be an option. They know you love them, and they will love you back.